Chapter 30 If it ’s not you, it ’s me？

Jacky didn’t say a word on the way back, and neither did I, thinking of something else. This was a regular condition when we were at the same car. He was a person who was not willing to tell his secret to others. Or maybe my status in his heart was too low, he scorned to tell me. Anyway, we didn’t have more than ten formal conservation in my memory, apart from the quarrels. I got used to this style of getting along gradually. Silence was better than hypocrisy, at least silence was true. I found that he was driving to a direction which was not toward my home, so I asked him to pull over to let me off. He neither say something nor park the car, just kept silence with scowl. “Mr. Hua, please drop me off.” I had to raise my voice. He still didn’t speak,and then drove me to a famous Chinese Medical Centre in Hai City. And he pulled the car off by the door and let me off. “You need to heal your body, and herbal Medicine is better with no injections. I know the boss here.” He took me me inside before I responded. He took me to third floor directly and knocked the door violently. A beautiful woman in white gown opened the door and saw Jacky, “ Why are you here?” Just saying that without a name, she must be someone he was familiar with. “See a doctor.” Jacky answered briefly. “What kind of disease you get? Mental disorder?” The beauty asked seriously. I seemed to have liked this beauty. The first reason was that her perfect figure and the second was that she dared to call Jacky a psycho . There were very few people in the world who dare to call Jacky, such a arrogant guy, in that way. And Jacky even didn’t retort, he pushed me to that beauty, “It isn’t me, it’s her.” The beauty nodded to me with smile and said "Hello, please." I said hello to her, too. We got into the office and she motioned to me to have a seat, then looked at Jacky, “Since you don’t see a doctor, what are you doing here?” Jacky was stunned and then turned to go out, “I am just at the door.” he added. “ Hurry up.” the doctor stated bluntly. Jacky went out as she said and closed the door gently. I was really admire the gorgeous doctor. It was my first time to see that someone talk to Jacky in such tone and he didn’t dare to talk back. After yelling to Jacky, the beauty cracked a smile to me, showing her even teeth. She had dimples when smiled, such a gorgeous beauty. “ Give me your hands.” she said softly. I passed my hands and she asked me to be relaxed and then took my pulse. After that, she nodded, “That’s fine, taking care of yourself.” then made out a prescription on computer. She was typing while I stared at her. Whether the appearance or the temperament, both were first-class. She found me was watching her when she looked upon, smiling to me . Then stood up, opened the door, Jacky was really at the door. “Pay downstairs and take medicine.” “Me?” Jacky asked in surprise. “ Then what? Me ?” The beauty asked back. Jacky did that without retorting, merely said “Oh” softly. The beauty came back, “Let him go and we chat for a while. I’m Ying Hua. Are you Kiki Yao?” I was surprised again, she knew me? “ Your last mane also is Hua?” “We are siblings and I’m his elder sister.” I was more stunned, the daughter of the Hua family? No wonder she dared to call Jacky like that. Are you thinking that no wonder I am so bad with him? He is a devil who creates chaos, everyone is afraid of him, but I am not, do you know why?" Ying Hua said with a smile. Her smile was full with good-nature, so I took off my guard. “Because you are his sister.” I responded also with smile. “ No, the real reason is that I am fiercer than him.” She laughed loudly in a sudden. I smiled too and loved this beauty much better. “I know something between you two, but not the details. But I would give my support to your marriage and your happiness.” Ying Hua said. I was a little sad and just smiled. “You want to say something?” She was so smart a girl that understand me at once. “He doesn’t love me, just use me to get rid of Ruoxin Chen. The one who he loves is Nan Lin.” I smile bitterly. “Nan Lin is important to him, and you don’t have to blame him.” she said. I signed stealthily. She must vindicate him because they were siblings. I shouldn’t say that. “Speaking objectively, I hope you do not think that way. Jacky was blind for two years, and the girl who took care of him within the two years disappeared when he recovered. That was the biggest regret for him. You must know that he put all the girl’s things on the third floor.” I was astonished that Jacky once be blind? That’s to say, he could’t see anything for two years? The person who cared for him was Nan Lin? “There are something that you should not take it too seriously. There is someone irreplaceable in everyone’s heart.” said Ying Hua. I nodded, “I see. But he may now get his way, Nan Lin is back.” This time, Ying Hua was stunned, “Is that true? She disappeared so many years and Jacky was looking for her all the time without any results. Now she is back?” “Yeah. I saw her with my own eyes.” I smiled bitterly, “ You are right. I should bless them...” When I haven’t done, Jacky came back knocking the door. “Go.” Jacky said, looking at me. Ying Hua came over, “Keep the phone number, drinking or not? We can make an appointment.” I gave her my number and she called back to let me store. “What do you want?” Jacky stared at Ying Hua. She disregarded Jacky and smiled at me charmingly, “If you are sick or be bullied by someone, you would come here and always feel free to make an appointment with me.” “Drunkard.” Jacky grunted. I can see that they have a good relationship. I was so envious. I would be so happy if I have a sister. But I didn’t have one. I didn’t even know who my biological parents were. “ She is evil, don’t pay attention to her.” Suddenly, Jacky said. I could’t believe he said that, so I gave him a dirty look, “ Even worse than you? It’s not a man to speak ill of others behind their back, right?” His face was a bit stiff, “You would be misled by her. She never do a thing reliable.” “The things that you don’t believe must be the most right.” I said. I didn’t get his car but took a taxi at the roadside. I was kicked out of Maple Villa by him, so I won’t get back. “I told Lucas you would pick him up after school.” Jacky got the idea of me and walked to me. I didn’t speak. “I will tell him that you don’t want him anymore.” he said. This man was too bad and I can’t get his real meaning. I really missed Lucas, but I don’t want to go back with him. If I do everything he asked, who am I? “You spat in my face, but shouldn't do that to Lucas? Let’s go home.” I remained there, so he dragged me to his car.