chapter 18people who show up at the anniversary of her mom’s death

After checking the calendar on her phone, Bai Xue set the alarm to remind her that Saturday is the anniversary of her mom’s death, also the day she lost her innocence. At this day, she gets up very early, taking sleepy yangyang to the cemetery. “Mommy, does grandma watch us on the sky all the time?” Yangyang asked Bai Xue with his eyes on the picture of the tombstone, the person inside looks kind and gentle. “Mommy, you call grandma to come back, tell grandma yangyang misses her!” “Grandma’s never coming back, she went to the heaven, and will continue living there.” “Grandma strived so hard to raise mommy up, she now lives there with no pain.” Bai Xue lookes at the picture with tears in her eyes. “Glad to know grandma is happy now!” seeing the sadness on Bai Xue’s face, yangyang only knows his grandma cannot go back anymore. “Xue, don’t be sad, if aunt knows you and yangyang now live a happy life, she will be happy too.” yunshan wiped her tears and said. Suddenly yangyang feels there’s someone staring at him right now, he then looks around anxiously. “Mommy, someone behind the tree is now looking at us!” yangyang pulled Bai Xue’s hands and said. Bai Xue is now in the deep sorrow, tears blurs her sight, she then follows the direction yangyang pointed to her, seeing a woman standing behind the tree with only half of her body exposed. Noticing she has been found, the woman walks out. Bai Xue now wipes her tears to see that person is... “Xiaoxue!” the woman trots towards Bai Xue and yangyang with a happy smile. This woman keeps a great body shape, though she’s already above 40 years old, the black and white Chanel suit with her own natural beauty makes her look up to 30 years old. “Hum!” Bai Xue sneered at her as if she were not there. “We see grandma next time.” then Bai Xue holds yangyang’s hands and ready to leave. Seeing this, the woman calls Bai Xue anxiously. “xiaoxue, please don’t go, i have something important want to tell you!” “Yunshan, you take yangyang to the lobby, i will look for you later.” Bai Xue takes a glance at yunshan, yunshan understands her immediately. “Yes, yangyang, let’s go first.” then she takes yangyang to the gate. “we two have nothing need to say!” “Xiaoxue, i’m not here for your forgiveness, but i was really out of options at that time!” “Huh! What a good excuse!” Bai Xue laughes contemptuously and turns around. “Xiaoxue, mom knew i was wrong, i am sorry, will you forgive me?” the woman cried out with tears. “It’s too late!” there’s never such coldness on Bai Xue’s face. “You abandoned me, you are no longer my mom, how can you ask for my forgiveness?” The woman suddenly falls down on the ground with streaming tears. “i’m sorry, i was wrong... i knew i was so wrong...” “if it were not mom picking me up, sending me to the hospital, and raising me up, how can you see me still alive today! At the age of eighteen, i begged you to lend money for mom’s s illness, you said to me that people who has no any use should die soon!” those miserable memories of Bai Xue is now uncovered. “In order to save mom’s life, i would do anything, even to do...!” she almost say it outloud out of her strong emotion. Bai Xue tries to get back her senses. “Please do not come into my life again!” she then walks through the woman with sight fixing on the distance. After out of the sight of that woman, Bai Xue bursts into tears. Her biological mom abandoned her when she was still a babe and remarried. Her foster mom told her the truth after she’s seriously ill, and hope Bai Xue can go back to live with her real mom in case of adding her more burdens. Life sometimes can be so confusing, things that you once abandoned might never come back to you again. Bai Xue is now messy in mind, she walks quickly. “Ah!” with a sound of exclaimation, Bai Xue then falls into a warm chest. The cool breath on this man dominously surrounds Bai Xue.