chapter 3 Sell the soul and lose innocence

“No, i will not regret!”BaiXue said firmly. This is also a warning for herself that she has no way out, for the sake of her mom and family, she is willing to sell her everything. “Do you have any idea what will happen later?” the man’s eyes are fixed on her, the expression behind the mask soften a little. Bai Xue is put gently on bed by the man now. He then gets up, undressing him methodically one by one with elegance. But this undoubtedly is a torture for BaiXue. Watching his meticulous movements, she feels this man has cleanliness. “I surely do know!” she answers stubbornly without fears. Because it’s all worthwhile to do anything for mom. Suddenly! A big force almost makes her scream from the pain. Her misty eyes see the indifference on his face, his thin lips sips a little. “shame on you to sell you soul! Love money so much uh-huh? ” BaiXue feels her heart is now being ripped aggressively! she tries not let her tears run out of her eyes. How can she become a shameless girl! She really, really, really has no other choices! she cannot let her mom die, it’s nothing to sell her soul before the life of mom who has been struggling for eighteen years to make ends meet for this family. She wants to repay her mom, and she strongly believes all things she does now is worthwhile.BaiXue keeps comforting herself, even if she is despised by this man now, she still not feel afraid to give her all, because she knows what she really wants. So she keeps silent under his insulting. Because this is the truth, she needs money, that is why she is here now to do the surrogacy. Seeing her silence, the man brings out a cold hum, he roughly hold her down. “here, no one touched?” She feels furious with shame! She climbs to the corner of the bed with hands instinctively holding the quilt. There’s a voice inside of her, screaming to her to run away, but where she can earn so much money if she runs? The man brings her back with one hand and whispers in her ear like a devil. “run? Don’t you want the money? Money’s gone if u run away!” “No! Don’t! please, can we do this another day?”BaiXue cries out with fear. She pushes his body with her whole strength and struggles desperately to stay away from him. This man is a devil! She feels so scared, really scared! The man suddenly looses her and laughs grimly. “ hum! You don’t want the money? Well, get out now!” BaiXue dazes for seconds and then gets sober, what has she done! “ Sir, i will not run away anymore!” she throws herself desperately at him and shudders humbly. The man puts on a playful expression and then reaches out his hands,BaiXue widens her eyes with horror, the design on the Satan mask of this man engraved into her mind clearly, which becomes the nightmare of her in the following years. “No! Don’t!” She guards her secret place unconsciously. “Keep your hands off!” He shows her no any mercy, he breaths more and more violently regardless of the crying of BaiXue. “Ahhhhhhhhhhh!”BaiXue exclaims out loud by the severe pain all over her body caused by unprepared excruciating spasms. Bursting tears wet the pillow, her vision becomes blurry, her body is no longer her body, and her soul is no longer her soul. But she has to grit her teeth to survive for the sake of her mom’s life. She cannot think anything else.