Chapter 26 Got into Difficulties

As Susanna expected, after Yoyo’s call, Carson quickly transferred the money to Yoyo. In fact, he still suspected Cindy in his heart, but he didn’t care so much at the thought that the money was for Cindy. He also knew that Cindy was very anxious. After all, those public funds were not small amounts. Once found, she would go to jail. He thought that he could solve two things in this way, but he didn’t expect that the phone call from Cindy came again. And this time it was on the mobile phone he usually used. “What are you doing?” “Didn’t I say don’t call on this phone?” Carson said with a little anxious. Now it was not easy that Susanna trusted him again, and she seemed to reflect on herself in this incident. She had been back early every day recently and she was trying her best to please him. To be honest, Carson was a little smug. Although Susanna had never shown high profile in front of him, but he knew clearly in his heart that everything they have now was created by Susanna. Not only did he know, but so did all his friends and colleagues around him. It was also because of this that he always felt that every time they looked at him with the words "a gigolo" in their eyes. It made him feel very uncomfortable. He had sold some paintings before, but the effect was not satisfactory, only a few people bought them. Later, he put his mind on business, but he wasn't cut out for it, and several investment failed. He dared not have too much action, afraid of being discovered by Susanna, and after he and Cindy together, he egged the other side to misappropriate public funds to make up for these deficits. However, the snowball was getting bigger and bigger, and there was no improvement on his side, the side of Cindy also couldn’t suppressed, so he came up with a desperate way, that was, buy a huge amount of insurance for Susanna. In fact, privately, he did not want to do so. First of all, the risk of doing this thing was great. Secondly, he and Susanna had been together for more than ten years, and even kittens and puppies really have feelings, not to mention that he really loved Susanna before. He liked the indomitable strength of Susanna and preferred the tenacity of Susanna. However, after they were together, he found that liking did not mean accepting, what’s more, it was better to say he appreciate her than to say he like her. Because he lacked these things, he was jealous when he saw Susanna having them. If only he were a real gigolo, he could accept it with ease. But he was not, what was hidden under his gentle bones was a heart that couldn’t be realized but was extremely proud. He didn't tell anyone that he wanted to surpass Susanna. He wanted the woman to bow down in front of him, which was why he was so keen to have sex with Susanna, because only on this could he find a sense of satisfaction. He liked to see the appearance of Susanna that she couldn’t help begging him, every time he would let her go after he saw her begging for mercy. He knew his mentality was wrong, but he could not control it. Recently, Susanna was changing, she didn’t seem to be so strong, everything was the husband's decision, which made him feel satisfied, so Cindy was not so attractive to him. "Well, if there's anything else, I' ll hang up ." Finish saying, Carson hung up the phone, but Cindy showed a touch of madness. "Want to get rid of me, no way ."