Chapter 31: XiaoJiu in My Heart Wasn't Like You

Julia Hill handled it very carefully, all the movements were cautious, although she had been complaining, she was distressed.     Ian Wilson just looked at her like this. Perhaps the biggest difference between her and six years ago was that she would be panicked when she had a problem six years ago, and now she was already an experienced doctor.     But the nervous emotions were not changed at all, the tone of speech, and the kind of panic eyesights, exactly the same, can not be mixed with the slightest falsehood.     "Xiao Jiu."     When she heard this nickname, Julia Hill felt that her body was soft, because she could clearly hear that he didn't call Julia Hill, but Xiaojiu.     When they were in love, he always called her like this. She liked him call her like this, with a kind of gentle feeling, she thought that this life she would not hear such a name from his mouth.     "Xiaojiu, you are still the same as before, still so nervous. On the phone, aren't you very decisive? Why do you still come here?" Ian Wilson now spoke very lightly, but there was the strength of accomplishing a great task with little effort by clever maneuvers.     Julia Hill tightened her lips and then continued to treat him with wounds. She just replied: "Because I am a doctor, the doctor is always kind."     "A very good answer." Ian Wilson seemed to smile a little, then said, " But I don't believe it."     He did not believe? Julia Hill looked up at him and tried to make her tone as calm as he was: "Then what do you think?"     Ian Wilson looked down at her eyes as if he had recovered the feeling of six years ago. Her eyes were always clear.     "I still remember six years ago, the night of the car accident, the last few words that you told me, you said that if I die, you will die with me."     Speaking of this, Ian Wilson paused for a while, Julia Hill quickly lowered her head, and the memory returned to the terrible night immediately. She did not dare to recall it.     "I really can't figure out, one girl wanted to die with me, why did she want to escape, and she even is not afraid of death? Is there a worse result in this world than death?" Ian Wilson said, she even wasn't afraid of the death, why did she worry that he will become a vegetative?     "Isn't my mother giving you any pressure?" Julia Hill really didn't expect that he pointed the key in one sentence.     Julia Hill's hand was bandaging seemed to be shaking all the time. Ian Wilson could see her emotional changes, and he held her hand and forced her to look up.     "Tell me, isn't my mother giving you any pressure? Is she threatening you to do this?"     At this moment, Julia Hill was really moved and wanted to cry. What's the reason for he asked this? Because he still wanted her in his heart? So he even guessed that this was his mother's fault? At this moment, Julia Hill wanted to tell him everything, telling him that he's right, telling him that they actually had a very cute daughter, telling him that if she did not run, their daughter would die.     But when Julia Hill was planning to say it all, her cell phone rang and it was Qiao Li.     Qiao Li?     The presence of Qiao Li was a warning to her and a warning to her morality.     She quickly adjusted her mood, stood up, and walked over to pick up the phone: "Hello."     "Hello, Dr. Hill, have you just called me? I am really sorry, I just had a little business, so I didn't take my mobile phone. What happened?" Qiao Li was as usual, she's still very warm. "Oh, sorry, I just made a mistake, i called the wrong person. I am really sorry. ”     "Oh, it's okay." Qiao Li finished her speaking and as if she wanted to hang up the phone, but thought of something, and said quickly, "Oh, yes, Dr. Hill, when will you have time recently? I am going to join the group soon. Before entering the group, there are a lot of questions I would like to ask you, and I want to see you separately."     Although the two of them had seen each other for many times, they had not talked with each other alone. Although Julia Hill didn't want to agree, she had to agree.     "Well, I have time tomorrow afternoon." Tomorrow Rain's test should be finished in one morning.     "That's good, I will contact you tomorrow, I will send you a car to pick you up." "Okay."     Julia Hill hung up the phone, and her mind was completely awake. She returned to the living room, knelt down next to him, continued to do the dressing for him, and then said:     "For the question you just had, I really want to say yes, but I don't want to deceive you. You said it in the elevator before. Six years ago, we are too young, too naive, and we don't know what is love at all."     "At that time, I said that I would die with you, it was in a specific situation. But afterwards, when I calmed down, and how many people were not afraid of death? At that time, I was only 20 years old. That's my best ages. How much courage I have to marry a vegetative person, so..."     "Don't say it any more." Ian Wilson interrupted her words. At this moment, his eyes were covered with a layer of fog. It seemed to be sorrow, and it seemed to be anger, and it seemed to be nothing.     "Don't expose the ugliness, weakness and selfishness of human nature to me. My Julia in my mind, Julia I liked, she was not like you. Maybe she really died in the car accident six years ago. ”     When Ian Wilson said this, the grief in his eyes was still very obvious. The love that he said six years ago was young and ignorant, but how could it be?     How can young and ignorant love make him even do not want his life? How much he loved her in the past, Julia Hill was clear, but she was more clear that she loved him more, whether it was before, now, or in the future.     But just now she can't afford her love. "Then you can think that she's dead." Julia Hill said with such a statement, she did not look up to see Ian Wilson's expression, and did not want to see his present expression.     "It has already been bandaged. Don't hurt yourself any more. It is inevitable to leave the scar, but don't let the situation get worse." After the dressing, Julia Hill stood up.     "Thank you." Ian Wilson said these two words. Between the two of them, these two words were quite strange.     After finishing his speaking, Ian Wilson stood up and it seemed that he was going to prepare to go out. Julia Hill was asking immediately: "Where are you going?"     "The wound is handled well, of course, I'm going to the company."     "You have been this, and still have to go to work?"     “Been what?” Ian Wilson asked. “It’s just that my arm was injured, there is no broken hand, and I can go out. Why can’t I go to work?”     "You are arguing with me."     "I am just explaining a fact." Ian Wilson took his coat when he finished his speaking, Julia Hill quickly picked it up and said: "Let me do this, I can never stop what you want to do, but you can't drive like this. Let me send you back?"