chapter 46 She is kissed

After dinner, Ian Wilson drives and Julia Hill sits on the copilot and looks out of the window. Neither of the two people speaks. Suddenly, the atmosphere is awkward. Julia Hill turns back her eyesight from the window, "Let's listen to a song." Ian Wilson turns on the car stereo and slowly plays the Enchanted of Taylor Swift. The melody is soft and the rhythm is lingering. It is like a cup of coffee, lingering their ears and lasting. It seems that the lyrics are describling herself, and then her mind is full of two lyrics. It was enchanted to meet you. I'm crazy about you. All I know is I was enchanted to meet you. It is totally same as she treated to Ian Wilson. She is only twenty-six years old now, but she has spent ten years in loving this man. She is not only fascinated, but also enchanted. She thought that two people who love each other are going to be together, but now, it is full of helplessness. Who said that two people can be together when they fall in love? There are so many externalities and irrationalities. She used to be dissatisfied with the idea that love could overcome everything, and she wanted to fight against the resistance. However, she loses completely and almost losts her daughter's life. As a result, she is now careful because she can't afford to lose now. Unconsciously, she shed a lot of tears. She quickly wipes them off, turns off the music and looks at Ian Wilson. "Ian Wilson, I really appreciate your care over this period of time. Although I can't go to work yet, I don't need anybody to take care of me. As you say, I don't owe you and you don't owe me now." Ian Wilson does not seem to hear her words, but drives seriously. No, he has emotional changes, because the car has been accelerating. Julia Hill understands how he is feeling. She stops talking. As he is speeding up, Julia Hill feels nervous because she has an extreme emotion about the words "car accident". Her parents died in a car accident. Ian Wilson almost died in a car accident. She is really afraid. "Ian Wilson!" Julia Hill says loudly. Ian Wilson parks the car directly at the roadside. Then he frowns and takes a breath. After a while, he answers to her, "Don't owe each other, so what?" Doesn't he understand? "Ian Wilson, I don't want to say too much. You know the relationship between us. You have a fiancee, the relationship between us now... Now we are carrying on a clandestine love affair, this is a game of playing with fire. Let us stop!" "Love affair? "Ian Wilson asks. "Isn't it?" Julia Hill says, "No matter how many reasons and excuses can't cover up the fact, Mr. Wilson has the ability to play with others, but I can't afford to play, and I don't want to play this game, so it's good for you and me." Hearing this, Ian Wilson's eyes immediately changes. Looking at her, the tender eyes become very cold, and the eyes can pierce the heart. "If in your understanding this kind of relationship is called love affair, that's good, let us end the relationship!" Ian Wilson speaks decisively. "Good." Julia Hill says the word tremblingly, "Well, let's go our separate ways. Don't let Qiao Li down. I wish you happy." Then Julia Hill opens the door and is about to get off, Ian Wilson suddenly pulls her, and there are flames of fury in his eyes: "Julia Hill, do you really understand what I'm talking about?" Julia Hill stunned,what does he mean? "Julia Hill, if you say it's love affair, then we end the relationship and you will marry me fairly!" Marry her?! This sentence shocks Julia Hill's heart very strongly. What does he say just now? He's going to marry her? Would he still marry her? "Ian Wilson, you stop talking here. I'm no longer the 16-year-old girl." Julia Hill now finds it difficult to breathe. She wants to escape and breathe. Otherwise, she must be addicted to this man's arms. But she gets out of the car and completely angers him. He pulls her over and kisses her on the lips. Before she can respond, she can’t move under the control of the kiss. His jaw forces her head to rise. "Well... Hmm..." Julia Hill wants desperately to escape him mouth and body, but he completely control her. With the murmur of voice, ambiguity spreads all over the body. Julia Hill's thin body becomes weaker and weaker in front of his tall body. The whole person turns into a piece of paper under his big palm. As if she will be crushed if she struggles. In the end, Julia Hill collapses and gives up. Her body is paralyzed in his arms. Her wound is a little painful, but that kind of pain is nothing at all. Her heart is the most painful. When he feels her tears pouring into his mouth, he seems to wake up and looks at her. Her eyes are full of tears. Ian Wilson's heart is suddenly astonished. She crys? "Why do you cry?" Ian Wilson looks at her. Julia Hill's hand catches his clothes tightly, looks at him, and burst into tears again: "Ian Wilson, we can't be the same again." When he heard this, Ian Wilson says sadly: "Why not?" Julia Hill, where does your courage go? You catch up with me and leave me. What do you think of Ian Wilson? Why do you disappear and come back?" She chokes with sobs. She doesn't mean it. She doesn't know she will meet him again. "Ian Wilson, let me go..." Julia Hill stops crying and says it firmly, or they would be in a mess if they continue this relationship.