chapter 47 Ian Wilson, why are you always so silly?

“Ian Wilson, please let me go...” The words are like spells which keep hanging in his mind, there’s a layer of mist in his eyes now, behind this darkness it’s endless trembling. Julia directly closes her eyes and dares not to look at him, it’s actually not only the torturing for him but also the suffering for her. “Julia Hill.” she thought at first that the man would pinch her by the neck or maybe kiss her with furious like he did last time, but out of her surprises, he’s so peaceful this time. He calls her name with a slight tone, the tone has a sense of sadness, which makes Julia feel so painful. “I can surely let you go, but this time will be forever instead of six years.” Ian Wilson inhales one breath:”ten years, Julia, if i let you go this time, i won’t hate you anymore, instead i’ll forget you for good.” Forget? Is this mean that he never forget about her the past six years? Yes, she thought the same before, she thought she would forget, but the truth is that she cannot. At this moment, there’s no any angors, no roarings, and no shoutings but only quietness, the atomosphere here makes people feel suffocated, how she wishes she can company him through this whole life, if she had no Rain now, she would’ve been with him forever. Suddenly, Ian Wilson’s phone is ringing, the ‘mom’ word on the screen makes him feel so uncomfortable. Gu MuIan. The three words also makes Julia feel cold on the back, this person has already been her nightmare, though it’s been so many years, she still gets shivers the moment when she thinks of the scene that year. That year, she was dragged by Gu MuIan’s bodyguard into the operation room, they pressed her onto the operation table, she was not sure if it’s just one of her illusions, when she almost lost her consciousness to witness the doctor anaesthetizing her, she then quickly fell down from the operation table and kneeled down to beg those doctors with her head hitting at the ground, her tears were like running beards. She wanted those doctors to save her babe over her life. Maybe it’s because of the mercy of human nature, and also the time she spent in the hospital to take care of Ian Wilson, so she got along well with some of the doctors, for the pity to her miserable experience, the doctor finally promised her. She was like one stray dog, in order not to let Gu MuIan find the babe’s still alive, she was dragged by Gu MuIan’s bodyguards outside of the hospital. Until now, she still can remember the words Gu MuIan said to her that day. “Throw this bitch outside of the A city, never ever let her be close with Ian Wilson again, i do not want to see her again!” The night when she was throw outside of the A city, she had haemorrhage, but she dared not to go to the big hospital in case Gu MuIan finds her, instead she went to a small clinic and begged the doctor to save her babe. the doctor rejected her out of fearness at first, because it’s so risky, but the babe is what keeps her still alive now, if the babe’s gone, her life would be over too. So she’s willing to do anything for keeping the life of her babe. She even said following words to the doctor. “Doctor, please help me, please save my babe, don’t worry, even if i die, there’s no one in this world to blame you, because i have no family now, i can write you a gaurantee paper.” The doctor finally agreed to help her after she wrote him the gaurantee paper. It turned out that she’s indeed one tough woman with strong will to be alive, from the car accident to the miscarriage, she and Rain all survived, so she dares not to take any risks by this hard-earned life. She dares not to think what would happen if Gu MuIan finds out her babe Rain? If she knows Rain, she might make troubles for the doctor who helped her before. Besides vicious Gu MuIan, there’s also commandar Qiao’s daughter Qiaoli, so she dares not to take the risk, it’s not because she has no confidence to Ian Wilson, but it’s for protecting her only babe Rain. So even if he blames on her, she’s all okay with all kinds of judgements! “Okay, then you’d better forget me.” Julia says to Ian Wilson with resolute tone, she then pushes open the car and runs forward without looking back, but he still stops her way. Ian Wilson then gets off the car and instantly holds her up, Julia then struggles:”Ian Wilson, please let me go, i’ve said it so clear, please let me go, please let me go!” “Julia Hill!” Ian Wilson swears at her:”you haven’t recovered yet, if something happens to you tonight, i will feel guilty the whole life, i’ve said we should be even!” Hearing this, Julia then looks at him, why he still cares so much about her? Wouldn’t it be better to just let her go? After being held by Ian Wilson into the car, Julia feels a bit suffocated, she then lowers her head firmly. “Where are you live?” Ian Wilson asks Julia with a cold tone, his word has no any warmth left now. Ian Wilson sends her back to the alley outside of her rented house, when the car stops, Julia then gets off the car instantly and runs forward hurriedly. Soon, her little figure vanishes into the night. Tonight she surely will be sleepless. Suddenly, it’s raining outside after she backs to home, why it’s raining at this time? With the wipers swing back and forth, Ian Wilson looks at the direction she leaves, after a while, he then backs to his mind and lowers his head against his hands. The rain keeps for all night. Julia hides herself into her quilt like a turtle, but she seems not be able to cry anymore, she then holds herself to sit there all night. Rain can go back to home after the summer camp, Lianyi is also busy there with her new job, so suddenly she’s a total free person. No, she cannot be free right now, once she feels free, her heart will feel so painful, so she then decides to go to the hospital. The air becomes so fresh after the rain, the puddle on the ground and the humidity of the air makes people feel refreshing. “Doctor Hill, go to work?” his neighbor calls on her. “Yes.” Julia says with a smile and quickens her pace, but out of curiosity, the neighbor again asks:”was the man who sent you back home last night your boyfriend?” Last night? She saw? “No, he’s...” “No need to feel embrassed.” her neighbor is very enthusiastic. “he’s your boyfriend, right?” her neighbor approaches to her and says to her in a low voice:”you have been living with Lianyi, and you also have a babe, people all say you are lesbian, but i don’t believe it, see, i know your sexual orientation is fine.” Um... Hearing this, Julia kind dazes there all of a sudden, Lianyi has talked with her about this before, but she didn’t think too much at that time, now who knows her neighbor would say things about her like this. “My sexual orientation has always been normal, you think too much.” Julia answers with an awkward smile, she then quickens her pace and wants to end this conversation, but seems her neighbor don’t want to cut slack on her. “Doctor Julia, it’s 21th century, no need to be so shy, no need to test man quite often, last night the rain was so heavy, but you let him sit in the car all night, isn’t it so cruel to him?” Hearing this, Julia feels so nervous all of a sudden, she then asks quickly:”what? He’s in the car all night?” “Yes, i saw it last night, after you left, he’s in the car all night, i woke up early in the morning and saw his car still there, it’s less than an hour since he’s left.” Hearing this, Julia darkens her sight, is this mean he’s outside her door all night? Ian Wilson, why are you always be such silly?