Marry me

This is the nickname Diarmaid Irwin gave to Shangguan Yunyan. Its meaning is very simple, just read the four words in reverse. Okay, shame on you, I'm too embarrassed to say it out loud.
But to be honest, every time Diarmaid Irwin thought of Shangguan Yunyan, the first thing he thought of was never her pretty face, nor her slender waist, nor her proud bust, or her calm and wise personality.
The first thing Diarmaid Irwin thought of was often the many scars on Shangguan Yunyan's body left...