Chapter 11 Thank You for Making Me Not Love You Any More

Scarlet Song walk out of the villa and see Younan Tang smoking under the old pagoda tree. There is a moment she seems to be back in five years ago when Younan climbed from the wall to come in, sitting in the pagoda tree with a red roses in his mouth, looking at her and saying, “Scarlet,I love you, I want to sleep you, will you marry me? Let me sleep with you and take care of you for a lifetime, will you?”

At the time, she thought his proposal was so romantic that it made her blush. But in retrospect, she realized how stupid she was. She had not understand what he really meant. He married her just to sleep with her, so when he knew she was not perfect, he would turn around heartlessly in no time.

She walked slowly and stopped two steps away from him. The air was full of Sophorae fragrance, soothing and good smelling. She looked up at the clusters of white flowers and the sun streaming down through the leaves, forming a dappled shadow on her face.

Younan put out the smoke. All the questions stuck in his throat when he saw her closing eyes to smell the flowers. She was as good as when he first saw her, but now to him, it was just a chicken rib which was tasteless to eat while it was a pity to abandon.

Five years ago, she betrayed him first, betrayed their love.

At this, his eyes turned cold,“What did you say to my uncle, Scarlet?”

Opening his eyes, Scarlet looked at the man beside him and sneered softly,“ You've done what you shouldn’t to. Why are you afraid of me saying anything now? Younan, I don’t understand why her...”

Song, why her, didn't you know? Because she was cleaner than you, and her first man was me, and you, who was your first man?" Yunan interrupted her with gnashing the teeth. His dark eyes was full of hatred.

Scarlet was pale and the hidden wound was torn again by his cruel words. She could hardly breathe,“You, you said you didn’t care…”

“When have you been so naive as to believe men’ words?” Younan looked at her pain with satisfaction. He went on, “You became dirty, Scarlet! You are like a fly stuck in my throat these years, disgusting me all the time, but I endure and keep the promise to marry you, please recognize your own identity. if you dare to say a word to my uncle, I will let you live worse than dead!”

Scarlet lurched backward and kept her eyes open to see the man in front of her, but her eyes became blurred,“So why don 't you divorce me?”

“Divorce? Then how can I appreciate your hopeless misery? Scarlet, no one betrayed me could get away with it.”Younan looked at her helpless appearance, his heart felt a throb of pain. Words are the most hurtful weapon, he wants her to pain and pay for what she has done. His hatred of her would only abate when she hurt.

But when he really saw her hurt by him, his heart hurt first.

He hated himself and her for who he had become. What is it about this woman called Scarlet that keeps him up and down for five years?

Scarlet was numb with heartache, and she finally realized that he did not divorce not because he was reluctant to let her go, but because he hadn’t abused her enough. She smiled, laughing more and more happy with tears more and more heavy, "Younan, thank you for making me not love you any more.”