CHAPTER 87

There it is again, his voice. I tighten my smile and glance up at him, looking anywhere but straight into his eyes. I can't do it. I know I don't have the strength to look straight at him and smile, act like I'm doing completely fine when I'm not. The truth is, I'm falling apart completely from simply having him so close to me.
"How have you been?" Brody asks me quietly, his eyes trying to search mine.
How have I been?
That's what he wants to ask me?
How have I been?!
I...