Chapter 5

Amanda's POV

I don't want to walk or talk or move. I don't even want to think. I sit up in my bed and stare at the screen of the T.V in front of me. I'm watching old Videos of me. In one of the videos my mom and I were at a petting zoo and there were piglets crawling onto my lap and my mom was like "they think you're the mommy pig" and so I start picking them up and throwing them off me and them my mom shouts "Amanda stop!" and then the video ends. I chuckle, don't call a little girl a pig. I miss my parents being at home with me, they are basically never here anymore.

I feel like watching a sad love story. Hmm what should I watch?

The notebook?

Titanic?

The proposal?

P.s I love you?

The vow?

A Walk to remember?

Finding nemo?

A while later...

Well here I am, sitting amongst my pillows, tissues and tears. Watching The Titanic and balling my eyes out.

I have a jar of Nutella that I'm eating out of with a spoon. I love Nutella. If I go to heaven all I want is Nutella, cute boys and jelly tots. Well, to be honest I probably won't go to heaven. Especially after my extremely vivid imagination has been picturing ways that I can kill Evan.

"Rose you better not let go! Girl, if you do I'm pushing you in there with him! Oh hell no! You did not! Someone better hold my earrings!" I scream to the T.V. I shake my head, "The reason this movie is so sad is because of how dumb Rose is. I should have just watched Finding Nemo, at least Dory is actually supposed to be mentally challenged. I mean seriously, she says she will never let go and then she let's go." I talk to myself.

The movie finishes and so I throw all my tissues into my dust bin. I finished the Nutella jar a while ago. Must. Get. More. Nutella. Ugh, but then I would have to go outside. There are humans outside.

I'm too lazy to cry anymore. My eyes have run out of tears.

Is that possible?

I lie on my pillow and stare at my fluffy pink carpet, smiling. I remember when me and my old best friend; Katy would sit on the carpet and play Barbie war.

I used to pretend my Swan Lake swan doll was actually an elephant and I would ride into the barbie war on a swan. Smooth.

What happened to her? She died. How?

She actually fell off a cliff when she went hiking with her family in the holidays a few years ago. I miss her so much.

I hear the doorbell ring and I groan. "Who dares to disturb me?" I say to myself as I walk downstairs. I sound like that ugly troll that hides under the bridge. Fee fi fo fum, oh wait, that's the beanstalk one, oh well. "They better have an extremely good reason for this." I mumble.

I open my door and my eyes widened in shock, for a few seconds I stare with my mouth slightly open at the extremely good looking boy standing in front of me. "Look, I know I'm gorgeous but you don't need to stare." Austin says. Yes, Austin. As in Austin Diesel. As in Mr. Perfection. Like the Mr. Sexy pants is standing at my doorstep.

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Amanda's POV

"Austin? What are you doing at my house?" I ask, not hiding my confusion. Austin rubs the back of his neck nervously, "Can I come in?" He asks.

Aww, it's kind ofcute to see Austin Dieselfeeling awkward. I give him a blank look and then raise my eyebrow. Seeing Austin like this is actually pretty amusing. "Please, I have Nutella." He says, wiggling his eyebrows. Mhmm,

I really like Nutella... But how does he know I like Nutella? "And..." I say. Austin digs in his pockets, "And... Jelly tots." He says, taking the packets out of his pockets. I smell Jen being involved in this, there is no other way he would know I love jelly tots and Nutella. I grab the jelly tots and walk upstairs letting him come in after me. I sit on my bed and tear open the jelly tot packet.

Austin walks into my room after me and looks around from my fluffy carpeted pink floor to my black curtains. "Odd choice you have here." Austin says, his voice deep and sexy. Oh my gosh, Austin Diesel is in my room! "What?" I ask, eating more j elly tots. "Black and pink everywhere?" Austin goes and opens my black curtains. "Ahhh! The light! It buurnnnnns!"

I scream hiding under my blanket. "Come on Miss jelly tots, you have to get up and face the world." Miss jelly tots?

I groan. "I changed my mind. Leave! But I'm keeping the food." I lie on my back under my blankets, still eating the jelly tots. Suddenly I feel a heavy weight being pressed down on top of my body.

"Are you lying on top of me?" I ask. "Yup and I'm not moving until you get out from under your blankets." Austin says. Austin Diesel is lying on top of me. I wonder how many girls at our school dream of this moment.

I peek my head out from under the covers and Austin's face is only centimeters from mine. I lean up to get closer and whisper in his ear, "I'm. Not. Moving." Then I hide under my bed again with my jelly tots. He laughs, it's a really deep and sexy laugh, and then starts shaking on top of me. I take my head out, "Stop jiggling on me!“ I shout. He leans his elbows on both sides of my head. "You know you like it." He says and winks. I roll my eyes.

Maybe a little.

He puts all his weight down on my body and his face is only a centimeter away from mine. He's even perfect up close. "You're so h- " I whisper and he raises an eyebrow. "Heavy!" I scream and roll over so I'm on top of him. He starts laughing again.

Someone opens the door, "Hey sweetie. I'm just going to the store, do you want any- oh." My dad says, raising his eyebrows. "I'll just get you some Nutella and jelly tots then. Oh and use protection." He says and then leaves. Perfect timing, thanks dad. My dad just walked in on me straddling a really hot guy and all he said was "use protection", great. I forgot he came home yesterday from a business trip in Spain. My mom's still away in Dubai. But he is leaving for France tomorrow.

Austin chuckles, "Your dad is cool." I look down at him. "Thanks." I say and get off him taking my jelly tots and stuffing my face again. Mmm... Yummy jelly tots. "So... Why are you here?" I ask. Austin sits up next to me, leaning against my headboard and then he brushes a hand through his perfect brown hair and puts an muscular arm around my shoulders, "Can't I come see my favorite girl?" He says. I give him a blank look and he moves his arm. "Fine, it's because I need your help." He says.

This is Austin Diesel... The school's hottest bad boy... Alone with me in my room...

And he is asking for... Help?

"What?" I furrow my eyebrows in confusion.

"Well, I know that Evan cheated on you. Jen told Hunter and Hunter told me. I need you because I know you are the one person that hates Evan more than me and I want revenge on Emma, she was kind of dating me but nobody knew about it and she knew she was not allowed to have sex with Evan but she did it anyway." He explains.

"So what do you want me for?" I ask.

"I want revenge."