Chapter 4

Jane’s POV 

I went to the doctor to check if something's wrong with me.

"Your all fine Jane, nothing is wrong but can you take some test?"the doctor asked me

"No need to take test I just want to know what's wrong with me"I replied

"Jane, are you delayed?"the doctor asked that made me shock 

"Well....I don't know"I replied

"Well you at least take pregnancy test Jane ,so we can know if there's something wrong"the doctor said handing me a pregnancy test I just nodded and went to the nearest restroom.

I enter one of he stall and do what I supposed to do,after peeing and testing is still didn't look at it.

"Ok Jane here it goes"I said while slightly looking at the test until 

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"No no no no!It can't be!"I panicked 

"What the fuck should I do?!?"I said while ruffling my hair 

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After I went to the restroom I went to the doctor and tell him the result he was shocked but I just told him not tell our manger because I'll tell it myself.He just gave me some advice of how to take care of the baby inside me.Then I leave his office.

But for real,I don't know what to do with this baby,I can't be pregnant at this moment,it's just our 2 years of being a group.

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I enter our dorm not knowing what to do,I directly went to my room and took a shower.

As the water flow down my body it relaxes me.

After I finish I put my pajamas and went on my bed,I started caressing my tummy

"What should I do to you?"I said 

"I don't want to Abort you because you didn't deserve it,but I was not planning to have you,mommy has her career,specially your daddy"after I said that I sigh,I shouldn't say that 

But I think I should tell Theodore  about this 

"Tomorrow mommy will tell daddy about you,I'm sure daddy loves you from the deepest on his heart but now just let mommy sleep ok?"I said then sleep

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I wake up due to light from outside,it was morning and we don't have any schedule today so I decided to wash my body and dress formal yet still Gucci,I will tell Theodore about our baby.

"Going somewhere Jane?"Laine asked while she's eating her breakfast 

"Uhmm yes just somewhere"I said

"Aren't you gonna take your breakfast?"Olivia asked from the kitchen 

"Maybe not Olivia,I'm in a hurry"I said 

I need to hurry up because I may not see him at his apartment due to his schedule.

Yes admit I'm still angry at him due to what he said at me but I can't hide about our baby to him.and I don't want our baby to grow up with out her/his father .

I was now at the building where his apartment at hoping that I see him here,but I have only 10% chance that he's here because maybe he's somewhere or at their dorm,but I think it'll be embarrassing if I showed up at their dorm.

I was looking at the doors until I reach his apartment.His door is already open which made me confused.

I have this little smile on my face until I open the door and see what he's up to.

I saw Theodore  with Nillete on the bed,naked.

I don't know what to feel,I'm not his lover,but I'm the mother of his child.What should I do,should I approach him and be angry with him?Or should I juts run and run.

I didn't realize that Theodore  was now at my front.

"What are you doing here?"he asked in a cold voice 

"I-i u-Uhmm i- he cut me off

"Is 5,000 dollars  isn't enough?"he asked again coldly 

"N-no I-i Don't w-want- 

*SMACK!*

He cut me off by punching my stomach 

OUR BABY!!!

"How dare you to come here at my apartment and interrupt us?!"he said I was holding my stomach due to pain I was feeling 

"Now would you mind and get out!"he shout pushing me out and once I was out he slammed the door.

"Sorry for you,you're not gonna meet your child"I mumbled and get out form the the building.

I went straight to the hospital due to too much pain I'm feeling.Hurriedly went to the doctor's room.Luckily the doctor has no patient this time.

"Oh Ms.Jane what brings you here?"the doctor asked

"Uhmm can you tell me what to do to endure my stomach pain?"I asked 

"Why what happen?"he asked

"Well you see,I was doing something when something hit my stomach really hard"I lied but I can't tell that Theodore punched my stomach I can't even tell the doctor that Theodore  is the father of this baby

"Well just  take this medicine and rest for a awhile"he said while handing me a medicine 

"Thank you"I said then leave his clinic

As I was walking at the street of New York but of course I have mask on,I saw some couples with their child,playing,running,talking with.I can't imagine how to raise our child on my own,well I have my members for me but of course it's different if the father of the child is there.

I didn't realize that a tear fell down from my eyes,this freaking hormones of mine.

I feel my stomach churning so it means I'm hungry and my baby is hungry too,I just got some salad because I'm still on a diet cause I'm a idol so I should maintain my shape but I know I'm few months my stomach will grew big because my baby is developing.I already accepted the fact that I'll be a mom soon,I was scared of telling our CEO  about my pregnancy but I'll take what ever he says it is my child and I won’t  let anyone ruin our relation even Mr.Young G our CEO  told me to abort my child I'll never.

Beside I know my child will grow up without his father so I'll make her/him feel complete even without his father