Chapter 5

Jane’s POV 

After I eat I went on our dorm to rest,as I enter our door,Laine  and rose immediately hugged me

"Jane  where have you been?"Laine  asked

"We're so worried about you"Rylie added 

"No need to worry,I'm fine,I just take some walk"I replied then went to my room.I lay down to my bed and start caressing my tummy

"Please don't be mad at your daddy if he punched us,he just don't know about you,but I know once he find  about you,he will love you so much"I said and I take some shower and put on some comfy clothes

After I clean myself I lay down to my bed again and start scrolling on social media.Well nothing too much to see just some random photos of other idols.

I stop scrolling when I saw a photo 

An edited photos 

It's a photo taken from  the past award show,but I knew it's just an edited one cause me and Theodore didn't even come  closer to each other except at the back stage.

I was amazed of how he look,his visual,he's so handsome yet behind of that is a brutal one.

He punched me I can't believe it.

I guess I just have to accept it.I put my phone at my side table and I rest for a while

Theodore’s POV 

After I push Jennie outside I came back to Nillete   and found her sitting at the bed.I sit beside her not looking at her face

"Theo,is everything alright?"she said while holding my face and start giving kisses on me 

But I push her away

"Let's stop this for now,I'm not feeling into this"I said and stand up and put in my pants 

"Don't you want to finish what we start?"she asked 

"Not really"I replied

I escorted her to my door and bid good bye to her.

Nancy's Mind 

You Jane!You'll Pay for this!"

Theodore’s POV 

After Nillete  leave,I take a shower,it's feels good to feel water flowing down my body.Until I felt guilt for what I did to Jane.I know I'm wrong,should I talk to her?

After I take a shower I went out at my apartment and went to our dorm.

As I enter our dorm I saw the usual scenery.

Justin and Chris playing,Patrick and Jake together with  Halse doing dance battle and Sam  is no where to be seen probably sleeping.I was about to go to my room when Justin called me

"Where did you go,Theo?"he asked while still focusing on their game 

"Nothing"I replied 

"Oh ok"he replied 

I went to my room and lay down on my bed,I really feel so guilty,but she's also bad for interrupting us

After 2 months

Jane’s  POV 

It's been 2 months since me and Theodore  see each other,I don't have time to see nor tell him about our baby.We've been busy for some awards shows.Well,we see each other,in  AMA their just at our back,in others  they would be in our front.I can't talk to him at that moment because that will cause big trouble to our group.I’m so nervous whenever we're close to them.In AMA  we have some eye contact and look at each other,but I remain silent,I didn't even try to talk to him back stage I guess I'm just afraid that he'll do something with me again.

I've been secretly going to my doctor which suggest me to stop performing because it may affect my baby,but I can't I didn't even tell this to our manager specially sajangnim and my members.

We just finish our practice today,I decided to tell them about my pregnancy later.

"Hey guys do you want to eat later?"I asked them 

"Uhmm are you sure,Jane?You are kinda gaining weight"Laine said,well I can't blame them my tummy is getting big and I can't hide this anymore that's why I'm gonna tell them first then next to Mr.Young G 

"Well I just  want to talk to you and tell you something"I said 

"You can tell us now,Jane "Laine replied 

"I want it more private,so it is yes or no?"I asked

"I'm in"Laine  said 

"Me too"Rylie  said raising her hand 

"Me three"Olivia said in a childish voice that made us laugh 

After we change our clothes we ride our van and went to our destination.We entered a chicken restaurant requested by one and only Olivia .As we enter the restaurant we smell the savory chicken 

"So yummy"Olivia  jumped like a child 

We went to the table that is on the corner so no one can recognize us easily.after we order we took each other's phone and became silent.I take this as an opportunity to tell them about my situation 

"So guys didn't I tell you that I'm gonna tell you something"I said and they all look at me 

"Well as you see- I was cut off by loud screaming of girls on the other table 

Nillete’s POV

We enter the chicken restaurant that me and my girls usually eat.I'm kinda out of mood because it's been two months since Theodore and me talked and see each other,after that slutty Jane  came and interrupt us.I saw a familiar figure on the other table and realize it was that Jane. 

"Hey Jacky  thats the Jane that I've telling you"I said while pointing at her

"Well she's kinda pretty yet kinda look like chubby at the same time"Jacky said 

"I know right but I'm better than her, prettier actually"I said 

"Well not really she's prettier"Jacky said that made my blood boil,I can't control myself anymore and splash the water on her face

“Hey!Nillete!!Its just a joke can't you take a joke?!"she said 

"Well sorry I'm just in a bad mood"I said in a high voice 

"What makes you bad mood?That Jane?"she said 

"Can we stop talking about her?!"I replied

"You have to stop your attitude Nillete"she said raising a voice at me I can't take it anymore and I grab Jacky’s hair and start pulling it,our members came and help us.The attention of everyone is at ours now also Jane.

Jane’s  POV 

We saw Lady Cats  fighting against each other.

"Jane,isn't that Momoland?"Rylie  asked we all nodded and decided to cake closer

We saw their youngest and the other member pulling each others hairs.I tried to stop their fight until Nillete hit my stomach purposely.

"You!You're the reason why Theodore don't  talk  to me anymore"she said then grab my hair and start pulling it Laine started pulling me back but Nillete  holds my hair too tight.Moments after she start punching me that made my sight blurry,moments after she stop punching me when they saw me almost faint.The next thing I knew is I can't see anything and I can only hear ambulance sounds and my members crying 

I remember about my baby

Baby please listen to mommy,we know that I didn't mean to have you now,I was shocked the moment I knew I have you,we may know that daddy ain't be there for you at this moment,I we know that daddy ain't be a good father when mommy try to tell him about you but can you make mommy a favor,please take and accept mommy's favor,DONT LET GO.Please stay with mommy,Please