chapter 14 the end of the world

People who are helpless are always very sensitive. Whenever there is any trouble, I will be frightened, afraid that something bad will happen to me, but tonight, it is obviously not as simple as trouble, I feel like There was a big storm coming, and a bad premonition struck me. My heart was in my throat, and my hands were sweating nervously.

I lowered my head slightly and walked a few steps into the dormitory. As soon as I entered, I saw that my closet was opened. This feeling was like my pants being laid down in public. The fire is in my heart, don't think about it, it must be that the group of people inside searched my cabinet, they are blatantly invading privacy, no matter how small I am, at least I should have my own right to privacy, so I don't care Who was the other party, and asked directly very unhappy: "Who opened my cabinet?"

I was angry, but they didn't feel any guilt at all. They only looked at me with disdain and contempt. One of them, who looked like the head of the Security Division, pointed to the wardrobe and said sharply, "Come and see for yourself!"

At this time, the bad premonition became stronger, and I walked over with a little trepidation, and looked into my closet. After seeing it, my whole soul instantly fell out of its shell.

when? When did I have so much extra money and a mobile phone in my private locker that was clearly locked, and the most terrible thing is that there are many women's underwear in it, which seem to be worn by others.

I was stunned, and the roommate standing next to me was saying that the money and the mobile phone belonged to him, and the chief Security Division officer standing on the other side of me suddenly handed me a student ID card and asked if it was mine. He touched his pocket reflexively, then looked at the student ID card in the section chief's hand, and nodded mechanically.

Before I realized what happened, I was taken out of the dormitory by people from the Security Division and the student union in such a daze. This time, some people watching outside the dormitory not only cast strange glances at me, but also whispered A pervert, a thief.

It wasn't until I was taken to the Security Division that I finally realized why I became the pervert that others called me.

It turned out that just tonight, something big happened in one of the most remote teaching buildings on campus.

The teaching building is surrounded by trees and flowers. It is located in a very secluded place. It is a holy place for self-study. Every day, many people go there to study by themselves. Tonight is no exception. In the women's restroom on the first floor of the building.

The setting of this kind of toilet is relatively simple. Push the door in from the outside, and there is a row of cubicles on the left, and a sink with a faucet on the right. Opposite the door is a wall, and there is a window on the wall that is not particularly high. Outside are bushes.

At that time, there were only two girls in the toilet, and they were wearing tuba in two cubicles, while the other three girls were pushing the door to enter the toilet from the corridor outside. The thing happened at the moment they pushed the door. When I opened the door, I saw a man squatting and looking in through the gap under the door in the cubicle. The three people were so frightened that they screamed immediately.

The voyeur hurriedly climbed up the window and fled. When other people in the teaching building heard the movement and rushed over, he had already fled without a trace.

The voyeur was tightly wrapped, and the three girls didn't see his front clearly, but saw his running back when he chased to the window. They were very sure that the voyeur who was limping away was a Disabled Man, and in the end The important thing is that the man dropped something from his body while climbing the window, and this thing is, my student ID card.

As soon as the Security Division received the report, they immediately went to my dormitory to investigate with my student ID card. My roommate took this opportunity to tell the Security Division department about his money loss and cell phone loss two days ago. I also know, but the thief has never been caught. Although the roommate suspects that someone in the same dormitory did it, but there is no evidence, so he can't say it clearly.

But this time, all the Security Division personnel came to my dormitory, and the other two roommates immediately took the initiative to explain that they were definitely not the ones who did it, and were willing to open the cabinet to cooperate with the inspection. Of course, they cleaned it up, and in the end the only suspect left was me. This poor ghost who sneaks around every day and rarely talks.

Based on a series of bad incidents that happened recently, and the fact that I, the suspect, did not show up tonight, the Security Division staff simply took the initiative to search my cabinet without my consent. It's surprising, but also convincing that I'm a total kleptomaniac.

The evidence is solid, and I can't argue with it. The Security Division department asked me to tell who I was with tonight, and has anyone testified for me that I didn't go to the toilet to peep.

I said that I was watching the moon by the river alone, and the ghosts would not believe me. I said that the things in the cabinet were put in by others, and the ghosts would not believe me. I said that I am not a person who does this kind of thing, but none of the people who know me say that I have always been aboveboard. In their eyes, I am a lonely, silent, timid and cowardly wretch. Now I am Even jumping into the Yellow River can't wash away the great injustice of this day.

At this moment, no matter how stupid I am, I understand that this is a well-planned conspiracy, framed, who can do such a shady thing and implement the plan to the fullest, except for Dave Yi, who else is there. Thanks to my foolishness and naive belief that he is also a good person, thanks to my determination not to bother them from now on, and to bless him and Ruby, I didn't expect that villain to be secretly plotting behind the scenes, and kept hating me all the time, he He clearly promised Ruby not to move me, but secretly he did something worse than beating someone and made me suffer all kinds of humiliation.

I originally thought that if I kept silent, I would get my clean life. I thought that if I avoided it, people would not find you an eyesore. But in the end, with my personality and way of life, what I got in exchange was everyone’s dislike for me. Understand, at this moment, no one believes me, the evidence proves that I am a pervert and a thief, everyone also believes that I am a perverted sex maniac, and in the end, no one stands by my side and speaks for me.

I can only bear all the grievances and all the pain alone. I was originally a Disabled Man, but now I have become a pervert, an ugly disabled person.

The school attaches great importance to this perverted behavior that seriously affects my reputation. Some people suggested that I be expelled and give everyone a clean school. Some leaders said that I have no relatives and no reason. It is not easy to go to school alone, so give me another chance. In the end, the school still decided to record a major demerit for me, stay in school for probation, and also reported criticism to me.

Since then, I have become a celebrity in this school. Everyone knows that I am a perverted Disabled Man. Everyone knows that my name is Colson Ge, ​​and everyone knows what a wretch I look like. The person everyone despises the most is me. . Even in the school’s forums and post bars, they are all discussing my topic, even the fact that my parents are in jail and my brother is a Idiot, people have picked it up, and some people speculate that my legs may be stolen while stealing things. interrupted.

People began to throw dirty water on me habitually, and I became synonymous with perverted and wretched.

I complained, but there was no way. I justified, but no one believed me. I asked Dave Yi to reason, but all I got was criticism from the onlookers, saying that I was mentally twisted and slandered others. Luan Yu and his partner pretended to be very innocent and wronged in front of people in order to do enough tricks, but behind people, they looked at me with complacency, mockery and contempt. I have a hundred mouths, and I can't clearly explain my grievances. I want to find evidence to clear my innocence, but my strength is so weak that I can't find any loopholes. Dave Yi made this frame too seamlessly.

I walked with a limp to any place where there were people, and all I received were pointers from others. Those contemptuous eyes could penetrate my frail body. Sometimes I accidentally touched the eyes of a certain girl. In return, she yelled: "Look at your numbness, go home and see your mother!" After that, I didn't even dare to look at others, and I always lowered my head when walking.

Not only the students, even the aunt in the cafeteria scolded me when she saw me and even gave me less food. I couldn’t eat enough, I couldn’t sleep well, and what I endured every day were those contemptuous eyes and unpleasant voices. Almost all the girls in the school hated me to the extreme, saying that they had never seen such a disgusting Disabled Man, and said that I had the nerve to obstruct others' eyes here, and they might as well die.

This beautiful campus that I yearned for infinitely has now completely turned into a dark hell. I can no longer feel a ray of light, let alone a little bit of human touch. Even the big monitor who stood up for me in the past respects me at a respectful distance. . I am very bitter and wronged, I want to talk to others about the pain in my heart, but I have no friends, no relatives, no one to confide in, no matter how deep the pain is, it will rot in my heart, I really feel uncomfortable, I can't hold it anymore.

Thousands of people hate it, my body is like carrying thousands of big bricks, I can't breathe under the pressure, I am so tired, so tired, every step, every step I take is so hard, every minute and every second , It’s all so difficult, I am such a beautiful youth, why can’t I enjoy my youth like a normal person, why do I have to bear such vicious blame and contempt every day.

I'm not that strong, I'm not yet twenty years old, I don't have the strength to bear the humiliation here for four years, I don't have the ability to support myself and study by myself while bearing everything alone, my body is crushed , I can't stand it anymore, I can only go, leave this place.

On this day, the sky was gloomy, and I was alone carrying the broken bag when I came here. Under the contemptuous eyes of others, I got out of the school lonely. Standing at the gate of the campus, I stared at the number plate of the university for a long time. In my heart, I still feel reluctant, more helpless and painful. After all, I still have to leave, but no one sees me off. A little bit of anticipation, anticipation that she will appear.

I stood at the door and was reluctant to leave. I just hope that the woman I haven't seen since my accident, Ruby, can see me for the last time. I really want to tell her that I didn't do those nasty things. Yes, but I still didn't have this chance. When the night fell, Ruby still didn't show up. It seems that she did what she promised Dave Yi, but she didn't know that Dave Yi promised her. It didn't work out.

I really hate Dave Yi, but I know too well that I can't fight Dave Yi. As long as he is around, I will be fired sooner or later. When I fight with him, it is like an egg hitting a rock, and I will only break myself in the end , I am too tired now, I don't have the energy to fight him, and I don't want to be tortured by him even worse. Escaping is my only option.

As the night fell completely, my last bit of expectation also disappeared. Turning around, I limped and walked away lonely.

After walking a certain distance, I suddenly heard someone calling my name, and I immediately turned my head excitedly, but what I saw when I turned my head was not the person I expected, but the Mandy girl who was always by Ruby side, I tried to search around to see if Ruby was hiding in the dark, but nowhere could I see her beautiful figure. So, I walked up to Mandy in disappointment, and asked lightly, "What's the matter?"

Mandy didn't talk nonsense with me, and directly handed me a wad of money, saying: "Here, this is what Ruby asked me to give you, enough for you to spend for a while!"

It's money again. Every time when I'm saddest and helpless, what I receive is not comfort, but this damn money. I can't help but smile bitterly and say, "What does she mean? See me pitifully? Or?"

Mandy was a little impatient seeing me twitching, she threw the money at me unwillingly, and said: "Just take it, you are short of money, she just wants you to live a good life, don't do it again It's against my will!"

Hearing this, anger came up immediately, I gritted my teeth, and said in a trembling voice: "She also thinks I'm a thief, a peeping tom?"

Mandy Hei rolled his eyes and said, "Otherwise?"

My eyes turned red in an instant, and tears rolled in my eyes. I would rather this Mandy not show up, and I would rather keep a little of the last goodness in my heart, but God is so cruel that he doesn't even give me the last bit of dignity. The whole world doesn't believe me I can understand why even Ruby doesn't believe it? I hope so much, I hope she can understand me a little bit, I hope she knows that I am not that shameless person.

Desperation, utter despair, my heart was really dead, I took the money, threw it on the ground hard, and shouted in pain: "I am poor, but I have a bottom line, I have dignity, don't give up Use your kindness to insult my personality, I am not a beggar, I am not a pervert!!!”

After shouting, I turned around and limped away quickly. I don't want to see anyone again, I don't want to stay in this place for a second, I don't want to be insulted, I don't want to be spurned by others, I am also human , is a person with self-respect.

The gloomy sky has been shrouded in darkness. I dragged my heavy steps, walking on the empty street like a walking corpse. My heart was dead and I was powerless. I didn't know where I should go next, and there was no sky. The moon and the stars guide my direction, I just walk and walk without bounds.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, I swayed to the middle of the road with no direction. Suddenly, a bright light came, followed by a red car running at a high speed. It was running so fast that it couldn't even brake. Before it was too late, I was knocked into the air.

I feel light and light, as if I have come to the end of the world, where there is no pain, no worries, no humiliation, no grievances, where I finally get relief!

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