chapter 63 Questioning the birth of Paddy

Antony squints at Helen with his deep eyes which full with affection:”before i had Paddy, i did have...but since Paddy was born, it’s my first with you.”
Helen suddenly raises her head:”Hum, you said the last time that you...it’s your first...you...you are a liar.”
Antony then touches his nose and keeps defending himself:”the first time, that was true indeed, for the first time in five years.”
Helen then stares Antony and grabs the pillow besides her to throw at him:”Antony,...