Chapter 14 Don't Regret

"Conceive a child?" I sneer: "You know that it's hard for me to get pregnant. It took me three years to get pregnant, but your lover pushed me into the miscarriage. How can you have the face to tell me about pregnancy?"

Hearing what I say, Hank becomes embarrassed, and his voice suddenly rises a little: "Rachel Xu, how many times have I apologized to you? What else do you want?"

I do not expect that my baby's life is only worthy of a perfunctory apology in Hank's eyes.

"If an apology is useful, what is the use of police? That is a new life, that is our child." I say and look at Hank with disappointment.

"what should I do? I tell you, when Lina's child is born, I will give it to you. Anyway, you can bring him up like your own child.

"stop—" I shout. I am dumbfounded by Hank's shameless words.

How can Lina's child replace my child? Is this possible? Even if my child has left, he is unique and irreplaceable in my heart.

What's more, Lina is my enemy. Nobody is willing to raise children of his enemy.

Hank didn't stop his car. I decide to jump out of the car by myself. Hank has no choice but stops the vehicle. I get out before he parks his car. Then I walk back on a trail.

Hank follows me at first and then keeps calling me. I don't pick it up. Finally, he stops calling me and drive away.

I don't know where to go. Thinking of Hank's words, I can't stop but get sorrowful. I have never imagined that a man I loved for seven years is such a person.

When I am immersed in my memories, a car stops in front of me.

"Get in the car!" I hear a familiar voice.

I turn my head and see Luke sitting in the car. I open the door in a daze and sit in. He gives me a tissue and says, "why are you always embarrassed every time I see you?"

I realize that I burst into tears unknowingly.

"Do you want to go home?" he asked me.

"No, it's fine to go anywhere, but I don't want to go back." I lower my head and say glumly.

Hearing that, Luke makes a turn directly. I am immersed in my sorrow and don't care where Luke is driving.

When he opens the car door, I find that this is the hotel I met Luke for the first time.

I understand his silent invitation in an instant, but I also acquiesce. My heart is full of sadness. It seems that only crazy sex with Luke can heal the sadness in my heart. It is also secret revenge for Hank.

In the hotel, I am crying while holding Luke, and then taking off his suit.

I kiss and bite him clumsily, leaving a lot of lipstick marks.

"Don't worry." Luke booms. I just want to use sex to soothe my sadness.

"I don't need foreplay, as long as you make me forget the bad things in my mind." As I say, I stretch out my hand to untie Luke's pants.

Luke heard what I say, then his voice got low and dangerous: "Rachel, don't regret it."